Thursday, April 9, 2009

(happy || sad) (betray || betrayed)

today is my management presentation day...god...i dunno i shud be happy or not...i study ta mgmt slide tat they gave me...for a whole nite...i onli manage to sleep for 2 hours...but wat i get is nothing...

case happened like tis...

Sat i shud hv go to skul to meet them up to finish ta presentation slide...but in the end i din go coz too tired of burning midnight oil the day b4...
later on, he sent me ta assignment slide show and ask me to call him after i sms him using ta digi sms online...for ur information...digi onli provide 3 sms per day free...my hp is already out of credit by that day...so i ma use tat service lol...i couldnt call him bek since my hp no more credit...most of u sure think y dun i sms him using the same method??...the reason is i finished all 3 free msg liao...summore ta last 1 is sent to him de...after a few hours, he sms me again and ask me to memorize 2 parts of the presentation...

Its already sun nite...i started to memorize ta assignment slide...i even ask my kai mui to give me a morning call coz i scare i couldnt wake up for ta 8 am presentation class...i study ta whole nite until 5 am...i dunno y...i cannot tahan anymore even its onli 2am...my mind is already over the limit...my eyes couldnt even opened as i ordered it to...luckily my mom brought an eyespack where it wrap around ta eyes...so cool(coz put in freezer liao)...after use it...my eyes start to work again until my mind cannot receive anymore details....

7 am hv come...my kai mui gave me a call using her ex-bf phone(coz she oso no credit liao)...i was preparing to go to school...i'm searching around my room to find a suitable shirt(formal shirt) for my presentation...at last i found 1 formal shirt...and 1 pants(which is my librarian pants during my secondary...)...i even went to next door to borrow a iron so tat i can iron my shirt...some may ask...ur hse dun hv iron de meh???got but my mom kept it in my sis room...but b4 they went to bali/china(forgot liao) they locked it up...so ma hv to borrow from neighbour lol...shirt n pants ok liao...now ta prob is shoes...i go to ask from another neighbour of mine to borrow his black formal shoes...(gosh why everythings oso hv to borrow de??)wat to do..i nvr brought any of these things ma...
ready...set...go...
i go down to ta parking lot and start off my mom motorcycle engine...going to ta skul...feel very nervous when saw others perform so well...i kept memorizing..hope tat i can do much better...after ta 1st team finish their presentation...our team ready to go...my team consist of 7 people(more than other)...ta most funny things is one of my team member name(gillian) not in ta slide...ta whole group laugh...haiz...so cham...the presentation started...gillian speak 1st...den yi fei, another girl, team leader, den.... it shud be my turn but wat happened is he (team leader) skipped my part and ask chris to finish ta conclusion...the reason is v have no enuf time to present(coz is exceed time limit ta marks will be deducted)...god...i was stunned!!!wat ta hell...wat for i went to all trouble for this presentation???damn god...i was so damn fed up...gillian ask me to go out to say ta ending part but i already in stunned mode...my mind ask me to stand aside and speak nothing...i couldnt think of anything...even in Q & A section...lect ask something which i suppose to noe how to answer but i oso din answer(coz they give me ta answer and call me to voice out)...haha...great...all ta effort i put inside tis assignment return me wit nothing...(except i got ta marks from ta reports.)...i tought after i came bek from kampar i wont kena tricked again but this is wat happen...shud i be suprise??no i dun...i hv experince tis in kampar...so this kind of things wont really suprise me...n i hv learnt not to believe those which u noe for juz 1 month...haiz...i was so down down n down after ta presentation...but one of my team member(gillian) went to lect and talk to her that v hv not enuf time to present n tell her its not my fault...haha...i so happy...its a gud thing i met someone like this after experince ta betrayed incident...i told him its ok...i already let go...wat to do...ta presentation is already over...takkan ask lect then say v wan to present again kua...so nvm lol...i go bek to home after i finish short webpage assignment den din go to skul liao even i hv class at 11 am...no more mood liao...nw considering wan to go for 3 pm class or not...haha..c lol...if tat time my mood ok liao den ma go lol...k...tat is...valuable lesson learnt...NEVER EVER BELIEVE SOMEONE WHOM MET WITHIN 1 MONTH

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