Dilema....

It have been a few weeks since i active from my blogger...

Last friday(29/5/09), i organized a steamboat buffet for everyone i noe from pjkn camp...i even called a girl tat i fell in love wit...actually i dun hv any felling for her a long time ago dy...bt dunno why when we meet again, i felt like i am falling in love again...i dunno why tat kind of feel came...but i noe 1 thing which i cannot ask her to accept me again...i kind of suffering from dilema, everyday after ta buffet, i thought bout her day n nite...i even call her and sms her to make fun of her since i dun really han talk to...i dare not to tell anyone except my best fren CY...i scare when my tougue get over i will be in deep trouble...moreover, who am i to love anyone when i am not well look or wealthy...haiz...i will juz keep this feeling in the bottom of my her...haiz...thats all..tata