Thursday, April 9, 2009

happy days end???

Days passed since my first step in kampar...i am very happy during the time when i decided to stay in kampar even my parent dun wan to support my living...i dun care anything...but now i realize i was wrong...i started to regret to go to kampar...i know...i really can concentrate on my study over there but nowadays quite a few things is keep bugging me...those who know me well surely know what i'm saying...it's not that i dun wan to let it go...but i dunno y i juz couldn't forget whatever "someone" say and did...lets juz label someone as ms.m... i dunno y i so care bout her...i noe...watever i say now is pointless...juz wan to express my feeling ok?...thats all...anything can let me go bek to the point that v was still frens???i really tired and sad enuf edy...but i know...things will never change once you go into the wrong path...haiz...why life will juz never easy as when we are learning a,b,c??? i keep thinking to change course but i dunno what is the reason to do so??do i nid to avoid "ms.m" until that level??i still remember when i first meet her...i was juz healing from eating lemons...but after few weeks being with her...it make me feel like falling in l.o.v..... again....but wat to say...the result will always be the same...but juz this time it become worst than i ever imagine...people say "love is not mean to find someone you can live with but it is finding someone you can't live without" ha.....sometime i really dunno y i keep think bout lov....but i know 1 thing...i'm deeply injured n nid a long long time to recover...hehehe...this is a good news for the gurlz out there....now you can go out without worrying that this fat and ugly 1 will go to you...hahaha...(cool joke)....Live your life well n try not to be same as me...

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